-sigh- I feel like im holding you back from what you wanna do. I know you say im not but I see right through to your heart. Im supposed to be encouraging you to do as you please not holding you back from your dreams. I feel like a nuisance :( Im not going to get in your way for your life anymore. Its not up to me… I want your happiness and your not happy now :/ I can’t do anything right. Can’t even make my own girl happy. I feel pathetic and shitty. I want you to be happy and go and do things that you wanna do. Im young and I cant do nothing yet. Im so clingy. I feel like im bringingvyou down.. Its probably true.
I miss kirstyn, solell, erica, desi, osmar, and my other niggas. I feel like I havent seen them in forever